Why is it when the chaos of my life dies down,
When the silence settles, the sadness becomes clear?
Like a dragon lying await deep within its mountain,
The depressing truth resides.
Out of the depths of my heart emerges,
And with a roar of fire
It scorches my soul.
For in those moments of stillness
The river of realization gushes out.
My soul exposed;
The reality recognized.
I love you.
And it eats away at me
Day by day.
Night after night I fall asleep,
With the though of you.
Clutching the memory of your embrace close to my heart.
And every morning I wake up empty
Longing for the day to begin,
So I can loose my self inside other worlds and the bustle of life.